"when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part
you roll outta bed and down on your knees
and for the moment you can hardly breathe
wondering was she really here?
is she standing in my room?
no she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the giving up is the hardest part
she takes you in with your crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love?
will you wake up by my side?
no she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone."

-"dreaming with a broken heart" john mayer

i'm struggling with a lot in my life right now. i just have so many things that all seem to be colliding and i'm just helplessly being buffeted back and forth between them and not knowing where to go. i'm just clutching at straws trying to keep my head up.